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Mark Divine, former Navy SEAL Commander and bestselling author, understands leadership under pressure. But after a near-fatal snowmobile crash at 40 mph, he faced a different kind of challengeโ€”rebuilding his life and business with clarity and intention.

In his third interview on Raw and Real Entrepreneurship, hosted by business strategist Susan Sly, Divine reveals how trauma forced him to rethink everything. This episode is a raw look at how successful leaders can lose alignmentโ€”and how to get it back.

A Wake-Up Call for Leaders

For years, Mark Divineโ€™s leadership training had helped elite teams and entrepreneurs build mental toughness. He ran SEALFit, wrote bestsellers, and taught mindset strategies used by top performers.

But behind the success, things were unraveling.

โ€œI had claw marks on my business,โ€ Divine says. โ€œI knew it wasnโ€™t working, but I wouldnโ€™t let go.โ€

The accident was a wake-up call. He realized he had been holding onto toxic partnerships, outdated models, and emotional patterns from childhoodโ€”all of which were weighing him down.

The Tools That Helped Him Heal

Recovery wasnโ€™t just physical. Divine leaned into the very tools he teaches:

  • Box breathing to regulate stress

  • Affirmations to reprogram negative thoughts

  • Gratitude for what remained

  • Forgiveness to release what no longer served

These are not just SEAL tacticsโ€”they are practices entrepreneurs can use to build resilience and regain focus.

Host Susan Sly brings her trademark clarity to the conversation. As an entrepreneur and CEO herself, she understands the pressure to perform at all costs. But she also knows that without alignment, performance leads to burnout.

This episode is a reminder that leadership is not just about what you buildโ€”itโ€™s about who you become.


About Mark:

Mark Divine, Ph.D., is a retired Navy SEAL Commander, leadership expert, and New York Times bestselling author. With over 30 years of experience in Zen meditation and breathwork, he integrates mental toughness and holistic development in his teachings. His latest book, Uncommon, offers insights into achieving personal excellence through his โ€œwarrior monkโ€ philosophy.

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About Susan Sly:

Susan Sly is the maven behind Raw and Real Entrepreneurship. An award-winning AI entrepreneur and MIT Sloan alumna, Susan has carved out a niche at the forefront of the AI revolution, earning accolades as a top AI innovator in 2023 and a key figure in real-time AI advancements for 2024. With a storied career that blends rigorous academic insight with astute market strategies, Susan has emerged as a formidable founder, a discerning angel investor, a sought-after speaker, and aย veneratedย voice in the business world. Her insights have graced platforms from CNN to CNBC andย been quotedย in leading publications like Forbes and MarketWatch. At the helm of the Raw and Real Entrepreneurship podcast, Susan delivers unvarnished wisdom and strategies, empowering aspiring entrepreneurs and seasoned business veterans alike to navigate the challenges of the entrepreneurial landscape with confidence.

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Susan Sly 00:00
Hey there, your friend Susan here. And firstly, I'm sending you so much love. Thank you for being here. Today's episode is literally thatโ€”you get to sit as though you are in the most comfortable chair beside two people talking about near-death experiences, consciousness, what happens when we're out of alignment, and getting the smackdownโ€”the spiritual smackdown that you're either prepared for or you're not.
And I can promise you that you are going to leave this episodeโ€”and I encourage you to listen all the way to the end. It's a bit longer than I normally go because the wisdom that comes from my longtime friend and three-time guest is profound.
And before we get into the show, one of the things that, for me, helps me stay in alignment is sleep. And when I'm not sleeping, I don't make the best decisions. You know, I don't get the workouts I want, I'm not the CEO I want to be, the mother I want to be, the human I want to be. I don't show up in the way that I need toโ€”for all of you and for the world. So sleep is key, and I have tried many things to get better sleep.
And one thing that is working for me tremendously is a product called Harmonia from Isagenix. And if you go to susansly.com, Trusted Partners tab, scroll all the way down to the bottom and click that linkโ€”Harmonia is a natural sleep and menopause formula. Actually, it's for women 30+ who really struggle. And I'm having much deeper sleep, and it is transformative.
They also have a sleep spray that is for men and women, and it's all naturalโ€”just a couple sprays in the mouth about 30 minutes before bed, and it's incredible. And another formula they have is something called Ionix. And Ionix has adaptogens which help to really calm your body and calm your mind and prepare you for sleep.
So I love those three products. And again, they have transformed how I sleep and the quality of my sleep, and I encourage you to check them out.
If you are a woman who is navigating perimenopause or menopause and you are looking for support, you are looking to get questions answeredโ€”stop looking on TikTok and Instagram, because there are a lot of great resources, but there are a lot of resources that are not evidence-based.
And so, my new companyโ€”The Pause Technologies INC.โ€”we have created a mobile app that has a 24/7 AI coach named Harmoniโ„ข (she named herself), and it also has incredible meditations and fun challenges to help keep you centered and really improve your wellness. And one of the things women say is, โ€œI justโ€”whether it's two in the morning or it's two in the afternoonโ€”I have the support I've been looking for.โ€
And so, go ahead to www.thepause.ai and check it out. It's available on Android, it's available on iOS, and we have created a very special offer for early subscribersโ€”only $29.99 for the yearโ€”which is incredible. So go check it out at www.thepause.ai.

Susan Sly 03:38
My guest today is a Navy SEAL, and he was a Navy SEAL team leader. He is a New York Times bestselling author. He is a CEO, and he is an incredible human being. He created SEALFit, which I'm sure many of you have heard of. He has been a transformational leader for people all over the world.
He and I were talking about thatโ€”you know, millions of people. And he is also someone who is so willing to be vulnerable and to take a look and say, "Hey, you know what? This is happening for me, not to me." And even though it's unbelievable, โ€œI am going to grow and go higher from it.โ€
And so, my guest today is the one and only Mark Divine.

Voiceover 04:40
This is Raw and Real Entrepreneurshipโ€”the show that brings the no-nonsense truth of what is required to start, grow, and scale your business. I am your host, Susan Sly.

Susan Sly 04:54
Well, what is up, raw and real entrepreneurs? Wherever you are in the world, I hope you're having an amazing day.

Susan Sly 04:59
And the thing I have to say isโ€”damn itโ€”I didnโ€™t hit record because I was catching up with an old friend, and we had so much to talk about. And then, about half an hour into our conversation, I'm like, "Oh, we better do a show."
And if you've been a longtime listener, you have heard Mark on the show before. But a lot has changed in Mark's life since last time he was here. And he's the only guest that I've had on three times. No one else has made that record.
And so, Mark, welcome back to the show, my friend.
Mark Divine 05:36
So great to see you again, Susan. And by the way, I have done that several times, where I've made it through an entire podcast and I'm like, "Oh crap, I forgot to record this."
It's one of the more embarrassing thingsโ€”when you have to look at the guest and be like, "Well, thank you for your time. Great conversation... but we're gonna have to do it all over again."
Susan Sly 05:59
Yeah. And plus, because we know each other, we're having this great conversation. And it's like, okay, let's, let's share this with the world. Mark, you narrowly died two and a half months ago.
Mark Divine
Yes. That's the closest I've ever come.
Susan Sly 06:16
And considering Navy SEAL and everything else that you've doneโ€”deploymentsโ€”let's jump in and talk about that, because that has been a catalyst for changing your whole business, your everything that's going on. So let's journey to my home country. I take no responsibility for this, but the way we knowโ€”it snows in Canadaโ€”but can you share with everyone what happened?
Mark Divine 06:53
Yeah, it's interesting. Yeah, right. I made it through 20 years as a SEAL and didn't even break a bone. But it's not that I didn't stare death in the face several times. That parachute accident, mid-air collisionโ€”almost died in thatโ€”but I didn't get injured. I hadโ€”I almost got drowned, you know, locking out of a submarine, you know, where the escape hatch got stuck. But I didn't get injured. It was really interestingโ€”just really close calls. I almost, you know, got shot several times where the bullet just kind of glanced by my ear or something like that.
Mark Divine 07:21
And all of those didnโ€™t stop me in my tracks. I was just like, "Oh, that's part of the job. Thereโ€™s danger." You know, I was fortunate to walk away.
But here I am, two and a half months ago, you know, not expecting really any danger. I had been invited to snowmobile, and I hadnโ€™tโ€”I didnโ€™t really understand the nature of whatโ€™s happened to snowmobiling lately, right? I had this in my mindโ€”you know, my dad's 1974 Ski-Doo, which went about 30 miles an hour and was always breaking down. And I also had in my mind this kind of nostalgic idea of like, you know, like hut skiing on snowmobiles, where you kind of like tour through the nature and go to a cool place and have a beer and a nice smile. That sounded fun.
So when this guy asked me for the fourth timeโ€”fourth year in a rowโ€”to come, and I had said, "No, no, no, no," but this time, I just kind of said yes. I scheduled a retreat up and had just finished my PhD. And so there I found myself up in Canada, and Iโ€™ll tell the short version of the story.
Mark Divine 08:24
Iโ€™m ripping along, you know, at 80โ€”and then, you know, 80 miles an hourโ€”like I'm barely hanging on. I'm thinking to myself, "Shit, I don't want to do this for four days." Like, I don't have a need for speed. I was a SEAL for 20 years. I've gotten all of that out of my system. So I was already kind of a little bit regretting being there.
And then we go into this wooded area, and we're like ripping around corners. Like, I can't keep up with this guy. And I'm getting a little nervous that I'm going to get lost. And so obviously, I was distracted. That's a big lesson right there. Like, if you're going to be doing something like thatโ€”this extreme dangerโ€”and in the SEALs, I learned that, like, don'tโ€”youโ€™ve got to stay radically focused.
And I was getting distracted because I wasn't in control of my environment. Like, I hadn't trained for this. I didn't know this area. I hadnโ€™t scouted it, right? I didnโ€™t know this guy very well, you know? I didnโ€™t know the routes.

Mark Divine 09:13
I was in a foreign country, and all these things started to distract me. Like, "Oh shit." And sure enough, I rounded the corner and thereโ€™s another snowmobile coming at meโ€”pretty much almost like 80% in my lane. He had taken the turn wide, and so we were looking at a head-on collision. And he wasnโ€™t movingโ€”like he was deer in the headlightsโ€”probably going like, "Oh shit."
So me, being the Navy SEAL, I had to act. So I veered to the right trying to pass him, but there wasn't enough room. My sled caught a ditch, and next thing you know, Iโ€™m flying through the airโ€”40 miles an hourโ€”
Mark Divine 09:46
And I hit a tree.
Mark Divine 09:48
Now, I told you earlierโ€”I was heading toward that tree headfirst. And had I hit my head, I certainly wouldn't be here right now.
Mark Divine 09:55
You know, Iโ€™d probably either, at a minimum, be brain damagedโ€”or most likely...

Mark Divine 10:00
Had been killed. But all the years of trainingโ€”martial arts training, starting when I was 21โ€”all the SEAL training, all the way up until that very day, led me to immediately, like instantaneously, reposition my body. It wasn't even conscious. It just happened, like I did an Aikido tuck and roll. And so I ended up hitting the tree with my upper back and shoulder.

Mark Divine 10:26
And there I am just laying in the snow, and I'm looking up and thinking, "Holy crap, that was crazy."
Mark Divine 10:33
Andโ€”but I'm alive. And I know I'm alive because I don't think heaven looks like Canada.
Mark Divine 10:39
I'm pretty sure...
Susan Sly 10:41
Some Canadians might argue.
Mark Divine 10:42
They might argue with that, but I don't think it looks exactly like Canada. Let's put it that way.

Mark Divine 10:50
And I knew I wasn't concussed, and I could move my hands and fingers, and I wasnโ€™t paralyzed. And so I justโ€”like a wave of gratitude.
So that would be my first two lessons. One is, when you're doing high-speed shit, youโ€™ve got to pay really close attention. You can't get distracted, right? Puts you at extreme risk. And number two isโ€”

Mark Divine 11:13
If something does happenโ€”

Mark Divine 11:16
Immediately look forward and be grateful for the things you have, right? So I was grateful that I had my conscience, my life, that I wasn't brain damaged, and that I wasn't paralyzed. And I knew that everything else was just roses, you know? I mean, everything elseโ€”it was fine. I'd be fine. That's pretty cool...

Mark Divine 11:38
To have that awareness. And I tried to get up, and I couldn't even move right. And that's when I realizedโ€”wow, I really did injure myself.

Susan Sly 11:46
Who came back for you? Because that other guy was way ahead.

Mark Divine
Yeah, he came back, finally.

Susan Sly
How long did you lay there?

Mark Divine 11:57
About 10 minutes, yeah.

Mark Divine 11:59
And I knew he would come back. I knew he wouldn't go. Like, he would stop at the next intersection and wait, and then when I didn't show up, he was like, "Oh..."

Mark Divine 12:09
And so, sure enough, he helped me up. And likeโ€”I literallyโ€”this is Mark, Navy SEALโ€”I tried to get back on my snowmobile to drive it, and I couldn't lift my arm up. My right arm was completely useless. And that was when I knew.
You know, I was naively thinking, "Well, maybe I dislocated my shoulder." That would have been nice. No.
So I had to ride in the back of his snowmobile out for 45 minutes in this terrible pain.

Mark Divine 12:39
And then we finally found someone who couldโ€”you know, they all speak French up there, as you know. They pride themselves on not speaking English. I don't speak French, and neither did my friend. And so weโ€”we're trying to get people to call 911, you knowโ€”get it.
We finally got someone to dial 911 and understand we were in trouble. Ambulance took us to the hospital.

Mark Divine 12:59
It took nine hours for me to get seen. And so I'm pacing back and forth, you know. And Iโ€”from the outsideโ€”I looked fine, right? You would never know that I just smacked into a tree at 40 miles an hour.
I'm box breathing. I'm deploying every single skill I teach Navy SEAL trainees, you know? I'm box breathing, saying my positive affirmations, right? I'm visualizing healing already, you know? And I'm doing the pain managementโ€”like, I'm bypassing the pain.
Like, Navy SEALs are taught not just to manage pain, but to ignore it until it's necessary to pay attention to it again.
But there were a few times where I asked, "Hey, you know, can I get some pain meds? You know, I think I reallyโ€”I really hurt myself."
They're like, "No, we can't give you anything until a doctor sees you." And I'm like, "Okay."
They finally gave me two Tylenol.
Anyway, so I go and finally get the X-ray and MRI.
Mark Divine 13:52
And I'm thinking, "Okay, it's gonna be another nine hours." I'm like, settling in for a long nightโ€”a long, painful nightโ€”and 15 minutes later, the doctor comes running out like, "Mark! Yoโ€”shit! Get in here!"
He goes, "I didnโ€™t know you were this badly hurt and damaged. You broke your scapulaโ€”18 pieces. You got eight broken ribs. You got punctured lungs. We need to get you in a hospital bed."
And I smiled. I said, "How about I have some pain meds?"

Mark Divine 14:21
He looked at a nurse and said, "Get him some morphine." I'm like, "Thank you, baby Jesus."

Susan Sly 14:29
I love the Talladega Nights reference.
Iโ€”the first time I heard about box breathing was from you. And for everyone listeningโ€”it doesnโ€™t have to be a high-speed snowmobile chase. You're building a business, and you have to focus. But you'reโ€”youโ€™reโ€”youโ€™reโ€”youโ€™re trying to focus, you're distracted. And then something happens. You got a letter from someone's attorney, or an employee exposes IP, or just some crap happens. You...

Mark Divine 15:00
Right? You mentioned box breathing. You mentioned affirmations. Can you share with everyoneโ€”give a lesson on box breathing to startโ€”and then I want to know what affirmations does Mark Divine say to himself in a situation like that?
Yeah. So, as part of these four skills thatโ€”if you practice, if you build them into a daily practiceโ€”they're transformative. They allow you to access flow on demand and remain really alert and calm.
And the first one is box breathing. And there are variations of box breathing. So it's not one strict practice. It really is kind of aโ€”

Mark Divine 15:45
Maybe kind of a bagโ€”a grab bagโ€”of practices that you deploy as needed.
But the core practice is toโ€”you know, it's all nostril, diaphragmatic breathing. And the first real focus is arousal control, like you just addressed. Like, if you've got something stressful that happensโ€”a triggerโ€”or you've got something stressful coming up, like a speech, or you need to calm yourself down, then you're really looking to control the arousal response, which means to activate your parasympathetic "rest and digest" nervous system.

Mark Divine 16:16
So that's like an acute use. You use this in an acute situationโ€”greatโ€”but you've got to practice it. And the benefit of practicing it every day is:
A) Youโ€™ve got the skill when you need it, but
B) It rewires your nervous system to bleed off all that extra stress that you pick up.
And a lot of us are stuck in a state of hyperarousal, which means youโ€™ve literally atrophied your parasympathetic pathway.
And so, daily practice of box breathingโ€”I recommend, you know, twice a day, 20 minutes in the morning, 20 minutes in the eveningโ€”has a profound impact on your nervous system, and a lot of other things too.
But thatโ€™s the startโ€”youโ€™ve got to get the nervous system back into balance.

Mark Divine 16:30
So you inhale deeply through your nostrils to a count of five. And when you do that, your belly relaxes. A lot of people have the opposite, where during the inhale, they tuck their belly in. It's the exact opposite.
You relax your belly and you allow the fullness of the breath to be experiencedโ€”drawing a lot more air in because you're breathing through your nose instead of through your mouth.
The average person breathes a lot through their mouthโ€”about 17 times a minute. With box breathing, weโ€™re breathing three times a minute.
Right? Five-second inhale, and you hold your breath for five seconds. Then five-second exhaleโ€”again through the noseโ€”and hold your breath for five seconds.
Some people struggle with the exhale hold, and so you can truncate it. Like, it doesn't have to be five on the exhale.

Mark Divine 17:44
So what this does isโ€”it massages your vagus nerve. It gets you a lot of oxygen. It retrains your muscles to draw in a lot of oxygenโ€”a lot of chi, life force.
It actually stimulates your brain, right? Because you're breathing through the nostrils instead of your mouth. And it really calms yourself down.
It calms your body down. If your bodyโ€™s calming, your brain is calming down. And thatโ€™s experienced subjectively as clarityโ€”and a little bit of, you know, less of that monkey mind.
Mark Divine 18:13
So it's profound. We teach this to SEALs, and that is the practice. But then when they go into combat, right? We say, "Okay, justโ€”youโ€™re going to do something we call tactical breathing," where you just don't hold for five seconds. You just inhale and then slowly exhaleโ€”just a slight pause at the inhale and the exhale.
And thatโ€™s a five count in and then a five count out, roughlyโ€”which is six breaths per minute. Research has kind of confirmed that as the ideal breathing patternโ€”six breaths per minute, through your nose, deep diaphragmatic breathing. It's the ideal pattern for optimal health and longevity.
And you can actuallyโ€”you can heal your body. You can actually get into your optimal weight. It's magic. It happens when you begin to do this, and it becomes your normal breathing patternโ€”

Mark Divine 19:02
Over time. That won't be something you have to think about. You literally train yourself so that during the dayโ€”every dayโ€”you're breathing naturally through your nose, deep, diaphragmatically. Five count in, five count out. And it literally changes your life.
That's that first skill.
And then, you know, the other skills really kind of tie together. The second one isโ€”what you referred toโ€”is like, how do you talk to yourself?

Mark Divine 19:27
Right? It's that, you know, automatic negative thoughts most people have. Negative conditioning. Negative programming. Our cultureโ€”media, TV, news cycleโ€”itโ€™s all negative.
And so that just gets kind of greased into you. And especially if you grow up with trauma or in negative families orโ€”

Mark Divine 19:46
You know, it can be debilitating because it's largely hidden from view, right? I call that your "background of obviousness." It's not obvious to you, but it can be to everyone else around you, right? Because that's howโ€”

Mark Divine 20:00
Your operating system works. So you've got to override that, right? Because whatever you give energy to will grow, as you know.
So by entertaining negative thinkingโ€”like, "Oh shit..." Well, there I am, laying on the floor of that forest, looking up through the treesโ€”had I been beating myself upโ€”

Mark Divine 20:20
And playing the victim and being pissed off in the snowโ€”you know, at the guy who drove me off the trailโ€”and wanting to chase him down and discover who he was, and, you know, I could have gone down an entire rabbit hole trying to figure out how to sue this guy. And it's all negativeโ€”

Mark Divine 20:35
And it would have been depleting my body of energy.
So you've got to do the exact opposite, right? You've got to intercept those negative thoughts, and you've got to replace them with positive affirmations. And you've got to stake your claim there until you make itโ€”until you start to feel positive.
You know, the shortcut is through radical acceptance and forgiveness. But most people need to cultivate a positive mindset before they can even get there.
Itโ€™s kind of like Dr. Hawkins said: "Youโ€™ve got to go through courage to get to acceptance, and through acceptance to get to forgiveness."
So for me, you know, I've got some go-tos. One of my favorites was coined by Emile Couรฉ, the French guy:
"Day by day, in every way, Iโ€™m getting better and better."
And I say, "Better and stronger."

Mark Divine 21:23
Yeah. Hey. So I like them to rhyme:
"Day by day, Iโ€™m getting better and stronger. Hoo-yah, hey. Hoo-yah, hey."
Hoo-yah is a Navy SEAL mantra for "We got this. Easy day."

Mark Divine 21:36
And then I always fall back on my Navy SEAL BUD/S mantra, which is:
"I'm feeling good. I'm looking good. Ought to be in Hollywood."
I don't actually want to be in Hollywoodโ€”and I know thatโ€”but it's got a nice ring to it. You know what I mean?
Mark Divine 21:52
Andโ€”

Mark Divine 21:54
I've got another one, which is justโ€”and then this one, I said over and over and over again, you know, throughout this accident, every day:
"Youโ€™ve got this, Mark. Easy day. Piece of cake. Hoo-yah."
Right? So simple. So simple.
So whenever I'm in a hard workout, or I'm experiencing pain in my shoulderโ€”because I've got this erector set in there trying to hold all these bones togetherโ€”I talk to myself from the second-person perspective. This is powerful. Thereโ€™s research around this too, right?
So, you know, I'm acting like my higher self talking to my ego. It's my ego that is experiencing the resistance, the pain, the not wanting to do it and wanting to quit, right? The traumasโ€”thatโ€™s all ego conditioning.
And so I see myself in the witness. And I talk to myself:
"You got this, Mark."
Almost like a little brother, you know?
"You got this. Come on. Easy day."

Mark Divine 22:48
And sometimes I even go like, "Weโ€™ve got this," and then I start to feel like Iโ€™ve got a split personalityโ€”"but weโ€™ve got this."

Mark Divine 22:55
How many are you?

Susan Sly 22:58
It's allโ€”well, if you include your, you know, the parts of you that sometimes do rebel, right? You canโ€”yeahโ€”the shadow parts. Yeah, theyโ€™re all legitimate parts of the ego personality, for sure. Exactly.
And I love that you shared that because I was thinking as you were talking about the talking, you know, to yourselfโ€”the Claude Bristol, The Magic of Believing, that book from the โ€™30sโ€”and he talks about that and the mirror activity.
And I started doing it, and it was amazing, because everything that I would say in the mirror every morning, eventually those things started happening.
And it almostโ€”Markโ€”it almost freaks me out, to be very candid. Because, you know, sometimes we make things really hard. And as Joe Dispenza says:
"Everything you're experiencing right now is a manifestation of the thoughts that you have on repeat."
Right? And thinking about reflective world, right? Yeah, you receive back what you put out.

Susan Sly 24:02
So why did the accidentโ€”review, right?

Susan Sly 24:06
So why did the accident happen to you, then? Being the high-conscious person you are, why do you think it happened?

Mark Divine 24:13
Wellโ€”

Mark Divine 24:15
This is such an interesting thing, and I love to, you know, have a conversation about thisโ€”not just tell my partโ€”because I don't really...

Mark Divine 24:23
I could easily veer into telling you more than I know and pretending that I know it. I don't.

Mark Divine 24:29
Yeah, being human is extraordinarily complex, right? You have your consciousness that you bring into this world. And I think our overarching purpose is to remove karmicโ€”negative karmicโ€”tendencies, to allow that to elevate, to ascend to higher levels.

Mark Divine 24:51
And at the same time, you know, we get born into these families that I believe are also chosen. We spiritually choose it.

Susan Sly
Mm-hmm.

Mark Divine 25:00
And so when I look at my lifeโ€”so Iโ€™ve got karmic tendencies. Youโ€™ve got the general consciousness level, which, you know, you could probably map if youโ€™re trained with muscle testing.
Say, "Okay, Mark came in as blank and a blank." And maybe he's, you know, either evolved or descended, depending upon his choices. Probably a toss-up for me.

Mark Divine 25:22
And then you have the conditioning, right? But itโ€™s easy to gloss over the conditioningโ€”

Mark Divine 25:32
The impact it has on your life is incredible. Itโ€™s persistent. It never goes awayโ€”

Mark Divine 25:42
And it can take lifetimes to unwindโ€”you know, a particularly traumatic childhood.

Mark Divine 25:51
And at the same timeโ€”

Mark Divine 25:53
I believe the more challenging the childhood, then the higher, more spiritually evolved you are. Because thatโ€™sโ€”you know, you're choosing deliberately to experience the hardship so that you can face those challenges in this life, right?
So anybody who is listening and thinking, "Well, you know, I don't knowโ€”why the hellโ€”I must be a low-consciousness human to have chosen to be sexually assaulted or be abused..."
I say actually, it's probably the opposite, right? Because those are the most challenging human conditionsโ€”and the ripest opportunity for accelerating your development.
So I got born into a really challenging family situation. God bless themโ€”they're great people, you know. And I adaptedโ€”like, I was magnificently adaptiveโ€”to the point where I thought I had the perfect family. But they were extremely abusive. A lot ofโ€”you knowโ€”a lot of...

Mark Divine 26:48
Boundary issuesโ€”

Mark Divine 26:50
Sexual boundary issues breached. And...

Mark Divine 26:54
You know what I mean? A lot of rage. And I think I was really angry, but since my dad was a rager, I had to suppress that. It wasnโ€™t safe to be angry.
Mark Divine 27:04
And I ended up being really co-dependent, which is a naturalโ€”

Mark Divine 27:09
Droppingโ€”or, you know, kind of outcomeโ€”of growing up in a shame-based, you know, environment.

Mark Divine 27:17
And so part of that co-dependence was hanging on to thingsโ€”like I have claw marks hanging on to my business, the old form of my business, as you and I talked aboutโ€”not wanting to let it go, not wanting to let people go.

Mark Divine 27:31
The other outcome of growing up in those environments is, you know, you reallyโ€”you lack so much confidence or trust in yourself that you look to others to solve your problem. And so you become a magnet for narcissists.
And so I was a magnet for narcissists who would come in and tell me theyโ€™re going to solve all my problems with my businessโ€”and then steal the entire thing.

Mark Divine 27:52
So I ended upโ€”

Mark Divine 27:56
Hanging on for so long to this business that I started back in 2006โ€”actually started in 2001โ€”

Mark Divine 28:03
But itโ€™s been transformed several times. And yet, I knew it wasnโ€™t serving meโ€”especially since COVID and some other things that happened, and some of the narcissists who really destroyed it. And our revenue was down like 70%. And Iโ€™m like, just pouring money into it, paying everybody else and not myself.
Which is, you know, the entrepreneurโ€™s dilemmaโ€”like, thatโ€™s why they say: Pay yourself first.

Mark Divine 28:27
Andโ€”

Mark Divine 28:29
Anywaysโ€”and just hanging on and not being willing to let it go.

Mark Divine 28:34
And then there were other things that I was hanging on to, right? Not just the businessโ€”but in relationships. I was making decisions that were not really nurturing for my familyโ€”my wife and family.
I basically had all these latent tendencies come upโ€”and we talked about thisโ€”and I truly believe this: the more evolved you getโ€”because I've done some intense spiritual evolutionary work in my life, and in many ways, Iโ€™ve evolved significantly.

Mark Divine 29:05
But umโ€”you know, like Ken Wilber says:
Wake up. Grow up. Show up.
And then he's like, โ€œOops, I missed oneโ€”youโ€™ve got to clean up too.โ€
You've got to clean up the pastโ€”the shadowโ€”or else it'll keep on showing up. It'll show up in bigger and bigger and nastier ways. You know what I mean?
And even all the saints and sagesโ€”and even Jesusโ€”talked about this, right? The farther along you get, the bigger theโ€”

Mark Divine 29:34
Karmic and other tendenciesโ€”the more they're going to really kind of attack you. Those seven deadly sins, right? They show up in a big way to try to take you off track. Itโ€™s a final test, maybe.
So that was all happening, right? And I was ignoring it. And then I was like, wanting to run away.

Mark Divine 29:53
You know, a big part of meโ€”the egoโ€”was like, โ€œMan, maybe Iโ€™ve done enough,โ€ right? Susan, I'veโ€”

Mark Divine 30:00
I had this mission to help 100 million people find a path to integration and wholenessโ€”to bring more love and light and compassion into the world. World-centric leaders.
And I've had people tell me, โ€œYou know, Mark, you have no idea the impact you've made through your books and your teachings and whatnot. Youโ€™ve probably hit 100 million.โ€
And I think my ego grabbed onto that and was like, โ€œWell, shit, maybe Iโ€™m done.โ€
Mark Divine 30:22
I'm ready. And the reality wasโ€”underneath thatโ€”was: I don't know if I'mโ€”

Mark Divine 30:29
Worthy. I don'tโ€”

Mark Divine 30:32
Know if I'm worthy. And I don't know if I can. I don't know how to do the next level of work to feel worthyโ€”to step into that full fullness of who I need to beโ€”

Mark Divine 30:43
To fulfill that earthly mission.

Mark Divine 30:46
I couldn't see it clearly. Theโ€”

Mark Divine 30:48
Vision was getting murky because I was getting stuck in the mud of business challenges and money and all thatโ€”you know, all that stuff.

Mark Divine 30:58
And so I was in a rut, so to speak.

Mark Divine 31:03
And as I was in this rutโ€”and this rut has been going on for several years nowโ€”I find myself zooming along this trailโ€”

Mark Divine 31:11
And guess what? I hit a rut.

Mark Divine 31:15
And theโ€”

Mark Divine 31:18
Other thing that was kind of interesting isโ€”I told Sandy, beforeโ€”my wifeโ€”before I left, I said, "I really think I need a break. Like, I need to go on sabbatical. I need to slow down, clear the air, like, get some distance. Like, my life has gotten soโ€”"

Mark Divine 31:37
The opposite of what I teach about: simplicity and decluttering. And, you know, itโ€™s a "no" unless itโ€™s a "hell yes." You know, all these thingsโ€”I feel like Iโ€™m running around like a chicken with my head cut off.
You talked about your schedule causing anxiety. And I'm doing podcasts every week. And Iโ€™mโ€”you know, I put out a book, I just finished my PhD. I'm trying to run three businesses. Andโ€”and I'm trying to do it all in four hours a day because thatโ€™s all I allow myself because I prioritize my health so much, you know?
Yeah, so a lot of things were falling through the cracks. Or I was likeโ€”I donโ€™t...
Anyways, that was part of it too. And I was like, "I think I need a break, Sandy."

Mark Divine 32:17
And soโ€”I got a break.

Mark Divine 32:20
I got, like, 25 of them.

Mark Divine 32:24
That's not the way I wanted to have the break, but...
So that's a long-winded answer to your very simple question.
I think this happened because, actually, it was probably a very graceful way for the universe, higher power, guides, and guardiansโ€”whoeverโ€”

Mark Divine 32:43
To smack me down and wake me up and slow me down and get me to step up. Stop screwing around, right? In shame, and, you know, worry, and not trusting myself.

Mark Divine 32:59
Otherwise, I would have died, you know, and gone on to a different mission. But the fact that I didnโ€™tโ€”and Iโ€™m like, literallyโ€”I walk down the street, nobody would knowโ€”

Mark Divine 33:11
The internal damage. Nobody would know. And I will have a full recovery. It just takes aboutโ€”it'll take about nine months total.

Mark Divine 33:19
So I feel like I got off easy.

Mark Divine 33:22
Right? It was like a slap in the faceโ€”but it was a body slap.

Mark Divine 33:28
And one of the biggest things that kept coming to me afterwardโ€”in the week afterwardโ€”was: "Pay attention, Mark."
And I didnโ€™t mean, like, pay attention while on a snowmobile. I meanโ€”pay attention to this. Donโ€™t waste this opportunity. Anytime we have a smackdownโ€”like, especially the big onesโ€”it is rich, rich opportunityโ€”

Mark Divine 33:50
Right? For evolution, for insight, for clarityโ€”and to move on.
Like we saidโ€”itโ€™s like the, you know, the transformation. You know, the chicken coming out of the eggโ€”itโ€™s painful. Itโ€™s hard. Itโ€™s confusing.
You know, one minute theyโ€™re in this dark little egg, totally comfortable. Next minute, theyโ€™re being compelled to, like, peck at itโ€”this home that they've hadโ€”to break out into what? They have no idea whatโ€™s on the other side.

Mark Divine 34:19
So thatโ€™s what itโ€™s like. Itโ€™s painful. But on the other sideโ€”you know, right?โ€”suddenly a whole new vista opens up.

Susan Sly 34:27
And youโ€”the thing is with youโ€”and we were talking about this before the showโ€”and myself included, we cannot doโ€”once the consciousness is expanded, it cannot go back to its previous form, right?
And for people whoโ€”just to share thatโ€”Dr. David Hawkins, who Mark mentioned, he was the... he wrote the book Power vs. Force, and he was the sort of theโ€”
Susan Sly 35:00
The forefather of muscle testing. And I wasโ€”in my work I used to do in speaking and so forthโ€”I was trained by Dr. Hawkins himself in muscle testing.
And David, when he was in his wheelchair, talked about how his bodyโ€”like, his consciousnessโ€”outgrew his body.
And then with Wayne Dyerโ€”I was in Maui, and I told you this story, Markโ€”but Ram Dass was there, and the same thing happened to him. And I looked in Ram Dass's eyes, because I wanted to see what love looked like.
And Iโ€™ve never, Mark, experienced anything so profound. I just stared. And Starโ€”Wayneโ€”was like, โ€œDo you want to meet Ram Dass?โ€ And I said, โ€œYeah.โ€ And I said, โ€œI just want to stare in his eyes, and I want to experience love.โ€
Never experienced anything like that. But he couldnโ€™t speak, and his body had given out.
And when weโ€™re on this mission, and weโ€™re focused on a mission thatโ€™s so much bigger than us, that we alsoโ€”you mentioned about affirmations and how we speak to ourselvesโ€”you said to Sandy, โ€œI need a break.โ€
And my youngest, Averyโ€”when she was fiveโ€”she said, โ€œMommy, sometimes God doesnโ€™t tap you on the shoulder. He hits you over the head with a frying pan.โ€
Because then it becomes so literal, and we have to be cautious about our words, right?
And so you and I were talking, and I was saying, like, Iโ€™m looking at my schedule nowโ€”itโ€™s giving me anxiety. Well, thatโ€™s wonderful. Thatโ€™s a tap on the shoulder.

Susan Sly 36:39
Smacking into a tree is a frying pan moment. And I know if I donโ€™t deal with the tap on the shoulder, I will have my frying pan moment too. And thatโ€™s what happens.
And so youโ€”you came back from this and said, โ€œIโ€™m going to deconstruct.โ€ Like, thisโ€”breaking my bonesโ€”is a metaphor for what Iโ€™m going to do with my companies.
And youโ€™ve done a lot in the last two and a half months. I mean, itโ€™s crazy, right?

Mark Divine 37:00
I had to basically break the bones of my business and completely reorganize them, and bring my own little erector set in and do some reconstructive surgery.
And thatโ€™s hard to doโ€”especially for organizations that have been around for a while. You know, SEALFitโ€”I started in 2005โ€”

Mark Divine 37:25
So thatโ€™s been around, you know, quite a bitโ€”

Mark Divine 37:29
20 years, almost.

Mark Divine 37:30
And you create a lot of baggageโ€”systems, processes, peopleโ€”and it wasnโ€™t working anymore. So I basically upended that organization. I had to let people go, ending all of our public eventsโ€”which have been really popularโ€”but, you know, they donโ€™t make any money.
Because, you know, event businesses areโ€”yeah, itโ€™s a loss leader.
But we have these very popular things called The Crucible or Kokoro. So weโ€™re running our last Kokoro this July. Thatโ€™s a Navy SEAL simulation for Hell Weekโ€”but itโ€™s a transformation process, you know?

Mark Divine 38:07
And Iโ€™m bringing in partners to run aspects of that business. And Iโ€™m removing myselfโ€”at least my physical selfโ€”from any operational role there, taking my team off the task too, right?
Stuff like that.
Then Iโ€™ve relaunched and rebranded as Mark Divine Leadership, so that I can step into the fullnessโ€”youโ€™ll appreciate thisโ€”I really wanted to call it Divine Leadershipโ€”

Mark Divine 38:35
But, um, youโ€”

Mark Divine 38:36
You know, the practical side of me kept hearing the advice that, โ€œYou know what? People will think itโ€™s like a Christian organization.โ€
And itโ€™s not. Itโ€™sโ€”rightโ€”itโ€™s my name. But itโ€™s certainly going to be teaching spiritual principles. So maybe someday Iโ€™ll drop the โ€˜Markโ€™ off andโ€”

Mark Divine 38:52
Leadership. Got to establish the brand first.

Mark Divine 38:56
So anyways, the bigger principle youโ€™re getting at isโ€”you knowโ€”yeah, we have to do this with our personality, right?
You have to deconstruct stories. And then, you know, determine whatโ€™s the bigger storyโ€”whatโ€™s the, you know, whatโ€™s your true potential and what does it look like?
How are you going to define that? What value systems? You know, what passions? Whatโ€™s your purpose?
And then you create a new story around that.
But then you have to train that new story. And you train it with your dialogue, you train it with your thoughts, you train it with your imagery.
You practice that imagery until you create a memory of that future selfโ€”

Mark Divine 39:32
Right? Because our ego mindsโ€”the linear mindโ€”is all based on memory.

Mark Divine 39:38
Right? So you have all this memory cascading into the present, which is essentially deciding your future. And thatโ€™s why most peopleโ€™s future looks exactly like their past.
If you want to change, you have to create a memory of a future that is radically differentโ€”

Mark Divine 39:54
So that youโ€™re pulling from that, instead of the other stuffโ€”the negative stuff, or the stuff thatโ€™s limiting you.

Susan Sly 40:00
Yeah. And what do you say to someone who says, โ€œIโ€”Iโ€™m going through so much trauma. Iโ€™ve had so much trauma, I have a hard time imagining a future.โ€
Like, I can think of someโ€”some people right now that would say, โ€œI canโ€™t imagine a future thatโ€™s different than the one Iโ€™m anticipating. Thatโ€™s so painful.โ€

Mark Divine 40:26
Yeah. Yeah, I think thatโ€™sโ€”thatโ€™s fairly common. So first offโ€”

Mark Divine 40:26
Join the club, right?
Thereโ€™s not a single human being that isnโ€™t traumatized at some levelโ€”family, culture, right? Friends, peers, abusers.

Mark Divine 40:38
And so in order to constructโ€”

Mark Divine 40:43
Be able to construct a positive view of the future, you gottaโ€”you gotta address the traumas.
You donโ€™t have to address them all, you know, to heal from allโ€”

Mark Divine 40:51
But you have to take a look at them and recognize that theyโ€™re there.
So thatโ€™s kind of the first step in self-awarenessโ€”is to recognize that these things are things that happened to you, but theyโ€™re not who you are.
That you have agencyโ€”

Mark Divine 41:08
Right?
So, they say with trauma work that just bringing it into awareness is nine-tenths of the workโ€”because then you stop identifying with it.
โ€œOh, look at thatโ€”thereโ€™s a trauma pattern. Thatโ€™s not Mark.โ€
Right? Thatโ€™s just a broken-up piece of my personality that was, you know, a survival mechanism that made a lot of sense at the timeโ€”you know, when you were three years old.
But, you know, itโ€™s not serving me so well at 55 or 60 now. So weโ€™re going to take a look at that and whatnot.
Mark Divine 41:40
And so I think, like for me, this all startedโ€”the self-awareness workโ€”I told this story, I think probably on our first podcast, when I started studying Zen and Mr. Nakamura in New York City.

Mark Divine 41:52
And the processโ€”you know, we talked about box breathing earlierโ€”so he didnโ€™t teach box breathing. But I naturally was led into that practiceโ€”something that I think the body intuitively knows, right?
You have this wisdom inside of you. And so I started box breathing, and then I startedโ€”you knowโ€”as that entryway to my meditative practice.
And then his practice of Zen was like concentration boot camp, right? It was attention control and concentration. Hold your attention on: inhale, exhale, and count one. Inhale, exhale, count two.
But the trick wasโ€”the gamification wasโ€”when, not if, but when your mind wanders and you notice it, youโ€™ve got to go back to zero, right? You donโ€™t get to just keep on going. So you go back to zero.
And obviously, in the beginning of that practice, youโ€™re not very honest with yourself. Because you get upโ€”like 6, 7, 8โ€”youโ€™re like, "I'm doing great," but the whole time youโ€™re thinking about other stuff. But youโ€™re just not even aware of it, because itโ€™s the default mode networkโ€”itโ€™s there.
So the longer you sit, the more you notice that your attention is actually split.

Mark Divine 42:59
I am sitting here, inhaling, exhaling, counting to 10โ€”but my mind is also working on all these other loops and patterns, and itโ€™s all just happening automatically.
And soโ€”I actually never got beyond one. And that right there is a huge, like, aha moment. Like, โ€œOh, holy shit, okay. Letโ€™s take this seriously.โ€
Like, when he says, "no other thought," he means no other thought. Just that. And thatโ€™s the beginning of concentration training.

Mark Divine 43:27
And so I stayed with that for months and months and months until I could get to, like, six.

Mark Divine 43:34
And he even saidโ€”I was thinking, like, I was a perfectionistโ€”like probably you and a lot of other people, right? Because thatโ€™s a response from my childhood.
And if I didnโ€™t get to 10, I was a loserโ€”like I was a failure. And I asked him one day at our little Dharma talks, which happenedโ€”he said, โ€œNo, no. If you can hold your attention for about 50% of the time, youโ€™re doing pretty good. Thatโ€™s like expert level.โ€

Mark Divine 43:58
So whatโ€™s cool, Susan, is thatโ€”

Mark Divine 44:03
The physical body was already strong.

Mark Divine 44:07
Now Iโ€™m like refining my mindโ€”narrowing my attention, holding my attention on just a simple breathing pattern. And Iโ€™ve got the arousal control from this breathing pattern, which was box breathing. Because I would inhale, hold, and then exhale, holdโ€”count one.
So arousal controlโ€”I was getting really calm. In the midst of New York City, I started to feel really calm, right?
And then Iโ€™m able to hold my concentration for a long period of time.
Now this next part is magic, right? This is where everyone needs to hearโ€”

Mark Divine 44:42
And Iโ€™ll tie it back into deconstructing, right?
Because up until that time, I was completely merged with my thoughts. I was completely merged with the story that Iโ€”and I was getting my MBA at Stern University, Stern School of Business. I was becoming a Certified Public Accountant, working for Coopers and Lybrand, and I was going to go make a ton of money.

Mark Divine 45:00
And then maybe go back to the family business and transform that and make a ton of money. That was the story.

Mark Divine 45:07
Well, my learning how to meditateโ€”and just trust in this process, and going through this processโ€”which was a continuum: arousal control, attention control, concentrationโ€”suddenly I would open up. Something happened. Iโ€”
Mark Divine 45:21
I donโ€™t rememberโ€”it wasnโ€™t like an exact momentโ€”but it happened over a period of a few weeks, where suddenly I completelyโ€”

Mark Divine 45:31
I donโ€™t want to soundโ€”this word is not the right wordโ€”but I disassociated from my thoughts. It wasnโ€™t like a dissociative break or a psychotic break. It was where I literally popped into witnessing awareness.
And it wasnโ€™t permanent. I had to do it in meditation at first, where all of a sudden Iโ€™m like, โ€œHoly shitโ€”I am not my thoughts. I see them now.โ€

Mark Divine 45:54
And so then I could ask questions about them.

Mark Divine 45:57
Thatโ€™s when I started journaling, because Iโ€™m like, โ€œAre those thoughts really serving me?โ€
You know, and the story that I was telling myselfโ€”I saw it wasnโ€™t serving me. It wasnโ€™t my story. I wasnโ€™t interested in what I was doing, really. I wasnโ€™t passionate about it. I didnโ€™t care about the money. I didnโ€™t like the work even.

Mark Divine 46:17
I mean, there was so much about it that was just wrong.
But it took me to, like, pop out of that story to be able to observe it from afarโ€”

Mark Divine 46:26
To recognize that I was living that lifeโ€”that false ego life that was conditioned by my family and by my, you know, upbringing, and society, and whatnot.

Mark Divine 46:37
So that gave me the opportunity then to begin to deconstruct that story, and then to askโ€”while Iโ€™m deconstructing the storyโ€”to ask the dangerous question: Who am I really? Why am I on this planet? What am I going to do about it?

Mark Divine 46:52
And I would ask those questions before I would meditate. And then I would go inโ€”and my practice had now deepened to the place where I would even fall off intoโ€”

Mark Divine 47:01
The nonlinear, timeless reality. And, you know, you bring gifts back when that happens. And every time they would come back, I would have a deeper understanding of who I really was.
And I kept feeling and sensing that I was meant to be a warrior. And I was a warrior. And I had been a warrior in past lifetimes.
And here I was, you know, training to be a CPA. And Iโ€™m thinking, โ€œI donโ€™t think thatโ€™s how Iโ€™m supposed to be a warrior,โ€ right?
And so I was able to begin to ask better questionsโ€”to begin to envision a different future.
But I had to first see that the story I was living was false. Andโ€”and I hadnโ€™t even at this point gotten into the traumaโ€”

Mark Divine 47:40
Right? This was really just the story that led me there, which was an outcome of the trauma: trying to be the perfect, beautiful son, right?
Put points on the board. Be the perfect athlete. Be theโ€”you know, be the star pupil. Be the thisโ€”the son who goes out and makes millions of dollars and makes Mommy proud.
You know, I didnโ€™t even get into the underlying traumas. That didnโ€™t happen until I married my therapist wife. And Iโ€™m still working on that today.

Mark Divine 48:11
Itโ€™s a lifetime.

Mark Divine 48:15
So you canโ€”

Mark Divine 48:18
You know, if youโ€™reโ€”if youโ€™reโ€”if you have, like, serious trauma, and youโ€™re thinking, โ€œOh, I donโ€™tโ€”I canโ€™t envision a positive future.โ€
Thatโ€™s okay.
First, know that youโ€™re not yourโ€”you are not your trauma. Thatโ€™s just something that happened. And that inside that is an opportunity.
So itโ€™s an opportunityโ€”you can either stay, play the victim, and suffer for the rest of your life, or you can see that as aโ€”

Mark Divine 48:44
As a seed for radical growth and transformation.

Mark Divine 48:48
And, you know, trying to understandโ€”or, you know, itโ€™s better to just go straight to forgiveness.
Yeahโ€”have the courage to go straight to forgiveness. Thatโ€™s the fast track through that.

Mark Divine 49:01
Every traumaโ€”straight to forgiveness. Let it go. Release that energy.
Thatโ€™s the opportunity.
And as you release the energy, the story you were telling about yourselfโ€”โ€œNot worthy,โ€ right?

Mark Divine 49:13
โ€œCanโ€™t do this. Canโ€™t do that. Not beautiful.โ€

Mark Divine 49:17
You stop believing it.

Mark Divine 49:20
It loses its convincingness, right? Loses grip over you because youโ€™re like, โ€œOh, thatโ€™s a bullshit story.โ€
Because you are not your thoughts.
Mark Divine 49:31
If youโ€™re not your thoughts, then you canโ€™t possibly be what they say you are.

Mark Divine 49:36
Thatโ€™s life.

Mark Divine 49:39
So you begin toโ€”

Mark Divine 49:41
Really kind of seat your awareness more in your spiritual center, until eventually, it's permanent.

Mark Divine 49:48
Sitting in silence really helps. I don'tโ€”you knowโ€”I want to call it meditation. You know, I love Punjajiโ€™s quote: โ€œSitting in silence is the most important thing for you to do. Donโ€™t waste time not doing it.โ€ Yes, andโ€”

Susan Sly 50:00
To that point, I always think, what was my perfect day?
Or, if Iโ€™m being interviewed: what is my perfect day?
My perfect day is literally sitting in silence and meditating for the whole day.
And I love what you said about asking the questions, because so many people will go into what they think is a meditationโ€”and meditation is very open to interpretationโ€”but theyโ€™re going in, and thereโ€™s a lot of talking and so forth happening where itโ€™s so forced.
Like, โ€œIโ€™ve got to think about this and that.โ€ And you and I are both trained in neuro-linguistic programming as well, and really, that comes down to pattern interrupts and asking the question.
So Iโ€™ll give an example. Going into a meditationโ€”and letโ€™s say your focus is generating wealthโ€”and you say, โ€œI am wealth.โ€
Then the next question before you go into the meditation is: โ€œWhy is it I am wealth?โ€
And then, as you said, coming back with the giftsโ€”and your mind is going to goโ€”going to go, โ€œHuh?โ€
Because most people say, โ€œIโ€™m not wealth. I canโ€™t make money.โ€
So your mind goes searching and seeking for evidence to support what is realโ€”versus saying, โ€œOh, why is it I am wealth?โ€
โ€œOh, I had a lemonade stand when I was six and I made $30.โ€
โ€œOh, okay, you know, I just got a raise.โ€
โ€œOkay.โ€
Your mind is like a puppyโ€”itโ€™s going to go retrieve whatever it is you send it out to retrieve.
So my question isโ€”as weโ€™re coming to a close hereโ€”are you asking different questions now before you go into your meditation?

Mark Divine 51:40
When I go into my meditations nowโ€”

Mark Divine 51:46
Iโ€™m entering it fromโ€”

Mark Divine 51:49
Not Mark.

Mark Divine 51:54
Soโ€”

Mark Divine 51:57
Itโ€™s really become much more of aโ€”Iโ€™mโ€”

Mark Divine 52:03
Resting in the wholeness.

Mark Divine 52:07
And anything that is puzzlingโ€”you know, the Mark character, right?โ€”Iโ€™ll just ask for clarity and guidance.

Mark Divine 52:18
Again, so itโ€™s part of the surrender practice. Like, Iโ€™m surrendering any ego attachment to my business. Iโ€™m surrendering the resistance that I had prior to the accident, and saying, โ€œShow me.โ€
Likeโ€”I donโ€™t want to presuppose I know how Iโ€™m supposed to fulfill my mission.
Likeโ€”even Navy SEALsโ€”we pretend to know how, but thereโ€™s no mission that ever goes exactly like we planned.
And so weโ€™re very adaptableโ€”very open to, like, things changing on the flyโ€”which is one of the unique hallmarks of what we do, because weโ€™re so adaptable.

Mark Divine 52:55
So Iโ€™m practicing that.

Mark Divine 53:00
Questions...

Mark Divine 53:03
Um...
Mark Divine 53:08
I would say again, noโ€”

Mark Divine 53:13
Notโ€”not in my meditations, right? Not in my meditations.

Mark Divine 53:18
My meditation has gotten to a place where I very quickly just drop in and experience the stillness. I would say where my big shift for me isโ€”

Mark Divine 53:29
Because I was so closed off as a youth, right? And even well into my adult lifeโ€”walled offโ€”because it wasnโ€™t safe to feel and it wasnโ€™t safe to express emotions.

Mark Divine 53:41
So for meโ€”you know, remember the term Kokoro? I think I mentioned to you once beforeโ€”it means to merge your heart and your mind, and then bring them forth into your actions.

Mark Divine 53:52
And so for me, Iโ€™m really tryingโ€”like, Iโ€™ve had this incredible experience, like Jnana Yoga, right? The path of wisdom, whereโ€”when I meditateโ€”I am the expanse, right? I am the totality.

Mark Divine 54:06
But Iโ€™ve been experiencing it from here up.

Mark Divine 54:11
And so Iโ€™m like now dropping that, right? And like, experiencing that from the heart outโ€”merging heart and mind as one.

Mark Divine 54:23
You know, in the Eastern traditions, thoseโ€”the three primary paths, you know, up the mountain of enlightenmentโ€”are:
Jnana Yogaโ€”that was like Ramana Maharshi. โ€œWho am I?โ€ path. Asking thatโ€”thatโ€™s the dangerous questionโ€”

Mark Divine 54:36
And recognizing that you are actually the totality. You are source.
And the other one was Bhakti Yogaโ€”path of devotion, the path of heart.

Mark Divine 54:46
Big Mother Teresaโ€”no, actually, sheโ€™s probably more Karma Yoga. She kind of blends the two.
And the third one was Karma Yogaโ€”service. That was the whole story of Arjuna in the Bhagavad Gitaโ€”like, he couldnโ€™t avoid his karma. He hadโ€”

Mark Divine 55:00
To be in service as a warrior, even though he subscribed to Ahimsa, non-violence. But his karma was to be a warrior. So he was struggling.

Mark Divine 55:12
And so, because he was a karma warrior, he had to go fulfill his karmic duty. So those threeโ€”and Kokoro means to bring them all together into one.

Mark Divine 55:22
And thatโ€™s what Iโ€™m working on rightโ€”

Mark Divine 55:28
Now. Throw in a dose of forgiveness as well.

Susan Sly 55:32
Itโ€™s interesting you mentioned the Gita. A friend is going through some interesting things with his company, and I messaged himโ€”

Susan Sly 55:43
A passage from the Gita, and he messaged me one back. And it was very much about this conversationโ€”this dialogueโ€”about being a warrior, but a warrior in service.
And when you decide that that is your path, there is no other path. Because when you stray from the path, then things happen to put you back on the path.
And Mark, Iโ€”Iโ€”I am so excited for you as your friend to go through this evolution of your businesses, and for you to be here. Iโ€™m grateful youโ€™re here, because I know thereโ€™s a bigger path and purpose for you. And that it took a snowmobile accident to go, โ€œOkay, Iโ€™ve got toโ€”Iโ€™ve got to take these issues on.โ€

Susan Sly 56:37
Over the better story, right? You knowโ€”

Susan Sly 56:40
Yeah, it could have been like, โ€œI was sitting at the beach and looking at the ocean, and whales were...โ€ You know, it looks like a scar on my backโ€”everyone says it looks like a shark attack. I should maybe use that.
โ€œYeah, I was attacked by a shark. Almost killed.โ€
Yeah, a karmic sharkโ€”I donโ€™t know. By a tree in Quebec...
I think that when I step back, as your friend, and sayโ€”

Susan Sly 57:05
You know, as much as that really, really sucksโ€”the fact that you came out with a scarโ€”but it took that to really get you to the place to see the beauty of what you had, and toโ€”

Susan Sly 57:21
Realign it into something that is much more you, right?
And thatโ€™s the thing. I think everyone whoโ€™s listeningโ€”sometimes whenโ€”

Susan Sly 57:31
Not sometimesโ€”when things feel hard, when they feel overwhelming, when they feel out of alignmentโ€”and you know, as a spiritual being, that youโ€™re out of alignmentโ€”

Susan Sly 57:40
That frying pan moment will come if you donโ€™t address the tap on your shoulder.
And mine wasโ€”

Susan Sly 57:47
Homelessness in 2016.

Susan Sly 57:49
It was getting the amoeba and almost dying.
And I know when Iโ€™m so trying to force things, Markโ€”and itโ€™s like push, push, pushโ€”something always happens.

Mark Divine 58:17
Right? Yeah. And I think youโ€™re absolutely right. And you want to pay attention and develop your intuition and trust it.
And at the same time, if youโ€™re due for a smackdownโ€”you canโ€™t avoid it. You can only prepare for it.

Mark Divine 58:36
I kid you notโ€”the doctor who did the surgery on meโ€”this sounds so clichรฉโ€”heโ€™s like, โ€œMark, this would have killed a lesser man.โ€
We used to say stuff like that in the SEAL teams, you know what I mean? We had to be harder to kill. We trained to be hard to kill.
So my lifetime of training also prepared me for that.

Susan Sly 58:38
Yeah.

Susan Sly 58:38
And I love that you said that because when I got the amoeba, Mark, they said, โ€œYou would have died if it wasnโ€™t for your nutrition,โ€ right?
Because this kills people. It didnโ€™t kill you.
I felt like I was dying. I was misdiagnosed. But it was because of my nutrition that I lived.

Mark Divine
Thatโ€™s amazing.

Susan Sly 59:05
Yeah. So you were prepared for that.

Susan Sly 59:08
And that helped you get through and transform. That was you getting out of that eggshell.
Unfortunately, then we build another eggshell around us, right? So we have to break through that.
Oh, yay yayโ€”thatโ€™s what I have to say.
Well, Mark, I meanโ€”thanks for coming back. Iโ€™mโ€”Iโ€™m so genuinely happy for you.
And for everyone listeningโ€”drop your comments. I read them all. And Markโ€™s adventures are unfolding, so make sure that you do follow him.
Go to his websiteโ€”weโ€™ll put everything in the show notes. But Mark, any final words?
To go back to thatโ€”Iโ€™m going to ask you to give advice to the Mark you wereโ€”

Susan Sly 59:52
Letโ€™s say five years ago.

Mark Divine 59:58
Tell Sandyโ€”if I could doโ€”I...

Mark Divine 1:00:00
I know itโ€™s not possible, but if I could, like, take a way-back machine five yearsโ€”holy shitโ€”Iโ€™d make a lot of different decisions.

Mark Divine 1:00:09
So I think thatโ€™s one of theโ€”

Mark Divine 1:00:12
New practices. You knowโ€”actually, I want to go back and sayโ€”I do have a question I ask. And I ask my future selfโ€”

Mark Divine 1:00:20
Like, โ€œGuide me.โ€

Mark Divine 1:00:23
Because if I had asked my future self five years ago what to do in certain situations, I would have gotten really different answers than what I did.

Mark Divine 1:00:36
So I think thatโ€™s a goodโ€”a good lesson. Like, take a look every five yearsโ€”look back and say, โ€œWhat would I have done differently?โ€ And you can see, like, a whole shit-ton of things you could have done differently.

Mark Divine 1:00:49
So if youโ€™re ever sitting with something and youโ€™re confused, or youโ€™re likeโ€”or youโ€™re feeling that compulsion to actโ€”thatโ€™s like, for me, it was that co-dependence: I gotta act.
Like, when I bought the companyโ€”brute forceโ€”like, I can see now that that kind of energy, that co-dependent energy: this will solve my problems...
Just pauseโ€”

Mark Divine 1:01:08
Breathe into itโ€”

Mark Divine 1:01:10
And go forward five years and say, โ€œHowโ€™s this going to play out? What if it doesnโ€™t work out? Whatโ€™s the worst thing that could happen?โ€
Well, for me, it was a $5 million mistake.

Mark Divine 1:01:24
You know that sayingโ€”I didnโ€™t coin thisโ€”but: If itโ€™s not a hell yes, itโ€™s a no.

Mark Divine 1:01:31
So define what your โ€œhell yesesโ€ areโ€”

Mark Divine 1:01:36
And then stick to them. And life can get a lot simpler.
So thatโ€™s what Iโ€™m also working on. Thatโ€”like, what are my hell yeses?
And, you know, Iโ€™m really clear what kind of people I want in my life. Iโ€™m not going to settle for anything lessโ€”

Mark Divine 1:01:51
Right? Because itโ€™s just slowing you down.

Susan Sly 1:01:57
Amen to that, brother.

Mark Divine 1:02:00
Hoo-yahโ€”as we would say in the teams.

Susan Sly 1:02:04
Well, Mark, thanks again for being here. And for everyone listeningโ€”love you all to pieces. And again, give us your commentsโ€”we would love to have them.
And with that, God bless, and I will see you all in the next episode.

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